What is this about

Good question

I don't even know. So, let me introduce myself.

I'm qvin, twenty-something years old NEET from Mexico, college dropout, the odd one out, blind observer, etc.

Welcome!

A veces tengo que vomitar muchas palabras y de paso ponerlo en el internets; gritar al vacio.

También he tenido muchas ganas de construir algo desde cero con HTML/CSS. Tiene mucho tiempo que no hago algo similar (mucho menos por ocio). La mayoría de la practica que tengo con estas porquerias en su mayoria fue de hacer proyectos de mierda cuando iba en la uni, o sea, hacer cosas que no me gustaban por pura coerción. Hace varios meses tuve el chance de participar en una jam relativamente "pequeña" y usar RenPy... Fue MUY divertido.

Tengo sueño.

~q 18/07/2022

I had this dream

in which I was being strangled until I died.

something horrible happened in the world, and while all of us waited inside; I got killed.

I wonder who killed me. I noticed that they were angry, but why would they?.

Anyways.

I've been playing TIS-100, very funny game. Although the difficulty curve is kinda brutal. I also like the fact that it comes with a manual. Lot of games from Zachtronics have this hacker vibe (in both the original sense of the word and the popular one), that's so fucking cool. I wish that I could explain in more precise words what do I feel when solving one of those damn puzzles, like, it just feels good.

I don't know what else to write. Bye

~q 24/07/2022

cats

I need someone to explain to me why the process of getting a job is so painful. It is so humiliating.

I also need go see my psychiatrist, I dunno what to do, I don't even feel lost; I have goals that I want to achieve, but it takes time to achieve them. Maybe I should focus on short-term goals. There's a lot for me to do.

How do I do stuff? I forgor x_X

~q 16/08/2022